Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Free Courses Online

#1 UC Berkeley

Ranked as the #1 public school in the United States, Berkeley offers podcasts and webcasts of amazing professors lecturing. Each course has an RSS feed so you can track each new lecture. For printable assignments and notes you can check the professors homepage, which is usually given in the first lecture or google his name. Even though the notes, homework and tests are not directly printed in the berkeley website, as they are in MIT and other courseware sites, it's not a problem to find them. I personally tried to use it for John Wawrzynek's machine structures class and the nutrition courses.

Visit: Berkeley Webcasts
Visit: Berkeley RSS Feeds
Visit: UC Berkeley on Google Video

Getting The Most From Berkeley Webcasts

Berkeley Videos are in .rm format and real player can be a pain. It asks you to register real player, spawns on startup. Instead, download a free program called media player classic with the real alternative plugin. Media player classic is fully featured and much easier on the computers memory. The real alternative plugin download seems to come with an older version of media player classic, so updating media classic is optional.

Download: Real Alternative Plugin
Download: Media Player Classic For Windows XP/2000
Download: Media Player Classic For Windows 98/ME

#2 MIT Open Courseware

The Massachusetts Institute of Technology is ranked 7th nationally in the United States. Many of the courses do not have video lectures. Instead, they have notes in PDF format along with tests and homework.

Visit: MIT OpenCourseware Course Listings
Visit: MIT OpenCourseware Online Textbooks
Visit: MIT Courses With Video Lectures
Visit: MITWorld Public Videos
Visit: MIT Pocast: ZigZag

Getting the Most Out of MIT OCW

Since MIT OCW is heavily based on opening PDF files it's recommended you download FoxIt Reader, a freeware PDF reader that's many times faster than the bulky and slow adobe acrobat. Also Ghost Script in combination with GSView is able to read pdfs, and post scripts files.

Download: Foxit Reader

#3 Carnegie Mellon's Open Learning Initiative

Carnegie Mellon is a private research university ranked equal with Berkeley. Though registration is not required they have a registered user mode that allows you to keep track of your scores and progress. Currently 11 courses are offered. The courses are basically ebooks in a frame-based easy to use navigation system with an occasional powerful interactive Java Applet for practice and testing.

Visit: Carnegie Mellon OLI

#4 Utah State OpenCourseWare

Utah State has a very familiar structure as MIT OCW with large available course listing.

Visit: Utah State Course Listings

#5 Tufts OpenCourseWare

Tufts University in Massachusetts has a very familiar structure as MIT OCW with large available course listing.

Visit: Utah State Course Listings

#6 Openlearn

European site called Open University's OpenLearn supported by The William and Flora Hewlett Foundation. Contains many online course and a different style content management system. I was unable to find anything interactive or any streaming media, though it does have forums for each course. Appears to function mostly as a large educational ebook library.

Visit: OpenLearn

2 #7 JHSPH OCW

Johns Hopkins University Bloomberg School of Public Health offers health based lecture notes and assigments. You'll find the JHSPH OCW website uses the same familiar navigation structure as MIT OCW. The notes are formatted much more cleanly but I haven't seen exams, and their search bar seems to be broken.

Visit: JHSPH OCW Course Listings
Visit: Johns Hopkins University Podcasts

#8 Connexions

CNX.org is an open-content library of course materials developed by Rice University. It has a huge database of content which is very useful for people who know what they're looking for. It does have ebook style higher level courses courses you can choose from.

Visit: Connexions
Visit: Connexions Course List

#9 Sophia

Initiative is led by Foothill College which contains 8 free courses.

Visit: Sofia

#10 University of Washington Computer Science & Engineering

Contains posted lectures and classnotes. Some of the courses even contain video lectures.

http://www.cs.washington.edu/education/course-webs.html

Notre Dame OpenCourseware

Just found out about this one.

http://ocw.nd.edu/

Wikiversity

From the creators of wikipedia, Wikiversity describes itself as being a community seeking to create and use learning materials and activities. Wikibooks is also incredibly powerful already containing everything from a detailed guide to learning French to Organic Chemistry and Nanotechnology.

Visit: Wikiversity
Visit: Wikibooks

Archive.org Education

Contains 1354 educational resources at the time of posting.

Visit: Archive.org Education

Honorable Mention: Peoi.org

Visit: Peoi.org

Barnes and Nobles University

Free online courses given as long as you buy the required reading material. Unfortunately barnes and nobles university is now barnes and nobles book club.

More University Video Sites

http://globetrotter.berkeley.edu/conversations/
http://graduateschool.paristech.org/?langue=EN
http://www.researchchannel.org/prog/
http://mitworld.mit.edu/
http://www.princeton.edu/WebMedia/lectures/
http://ci.columbia.edu/ci/
http://www.law.duke.edu/webcast/index.html
http://www.hno.harvard.edu/multimedia/video_mm.html
http://www.law.georgetown.edu/sci/sls.html#Presentations
http://athome.harvard.edu/archive/archive.asp
http://www.ksg.harvard.edu/multimedia/videoarchive.html
http://www.law.harvard.edu/news/webcasts/
http://webcast.oii.ox.ac.uk/?view=Default
http://www.princeton.edu/WebMedia/lectures/
http://www.gsb.stanford.edu/news/audiovideo.html
http://shc.stanford.edu/events/archive.htm
http://www.oid.ucla.edu/Webcast/
http://www.yale.edu/yale300/democracy/mediatranscripts.htm
http://yaleglobal.yale.edu/video.jsp



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Jimmy Ruska
http://freevideolectures.com/

Monday, October 29, 2007

How to issue Shares to Partners

Why Do You Need a Partner?

If you are very bright, very tenacious, and financially well endowed, then you can start a company which you own in its entirety and in which you can hire a bright, capable, highly motivated and well-paid management team. However, if you do not fit this description entirely (I might add that, if you do not possess at least one of these attributes, you might want to re-think starting your own business), then you will likely have to bring "partners" into your company by giving them equity, i.e. some share ownership. Obviously, investors who bring money to fuel the growth of your company deserve some ownership. Similarly, key people who join you on your team, or who start the company with you, will want some form of ownership if they are making a valuable contribution for which they are not being fully paid in cash. Others who contribute their skills, experience, ideas, or other assets (such as intellectual property) may be given shares in your company in lieu of being paid in cash.

How do you deal in New Partners?

Valuation is the issue. What is the new partner's contribution worth in relation to the whole pie? At that moment in time, what is the company worth and how is that worth determined? Bringing in new shareholders always means "dilution" to the existing shareholders. If a new investor is to receive a 10% stake in the company, then a shareholder who previously held 40% of the equity, will now hold 36% (i.e. 90% of 40%). You never actually never give up your shares when new people are dealt in. You simply issue more shares (the same way governments print money). Issuing more shares is what causes the dilution. If you have 100 shares and you want to give someone 10%, you'd have to issue 11 new shares (11/111 x 100 = 10%, approximately).

Unless you are greatly concerned about control issues, each time you dilute you should be increasing your economic value. If you dilute your ownership from 40% to 36%, you still hold the same number of shares, but the per-share value should have increased. For example, if you entice Terry Mathews (of Newbridge and Mitel fame) to your board by paying him 10%, it is quite likely that your shares will double or triple in value (i.e. market value for sure and hopefully also intrinsic value because of strengthened leadership). If your 40% was worth $1 million, your resulting 36% may now be worth $3 million!

If you bring in a new VP of Marketing and give her 5% as a signing bonus, how do you know that her contribution will be worth 5%? How do you measure someone's reputation? Unless the person is well known or has a proven record, it may not be so easy. That's why vesting (described later) may be appropriate.

There is only one way to bring in new partners: carefully and with deliberation. A partner may be with you for life. It may be more difficult to terminate a business partnership than it is to obtain a marital divorce. So think about it!

Who Should Get What?

What percentage of the company should each partner in a new venture receive? This is a tough question for which there is no easy answer. In terms of percentage points, what's an idea (or invention or patent) worth? What's 5 years of low salary, sweat and intense commitment worth? What is experience and know-how worth? What's a buck worth? "Who should get what" is best determined by considering who brings what to the table.

Suppose Bill Gates said he'd serve on your Board or give you some help. What share of the company should he get? Just think about the value that his name would bring to your company! If a venture capitalist thought your company was worth $1 million without Gates, that value would increase several-fold with Gates' involvement. Yet, what has he "done" for you?

Often, company founders give little thought to this question. In many cases, the numbers are determined by what "feels good", i.e. gut-feeling. For example, in the case of a brand-new venture started from scratch by four engineers, the tendency might be to share equally in the new deal at 25% each. In the case of a single founder, that person may choose to keep 100% of the shares and build this venture through a "bootstrapping" process, in order to maintain total ownership and control by not dealing in other partners. It may be possible to defer dealing in new partners until some later time at which point the business has some inherent value thereby allowing the founder to maintain a substantial ownership position.

The answer to the question "who should get what" is, in principle, simple to answer: It depends on the relative contributions and commitments made to the company by the partners at that moment in time. Therefore, it is necessary to come up with a value for the company, expressed in either monetary terms or some other common denominator. It gets trickier when there are hard assets (cash, equipment) contributed by some parties and soft assets (intellectual property, know-how) contributed by others. Let's look at a some examples for illustration.

1. Professor Goldblum has developed a new product for decreasing the cost of automobile fuel consumption. He decides that in order to bring this innovation to market, he will need a business partner to help him with a business plan, and then manage and finance a new company formed to exploit this opportunity. He recruits Sam Brown, aged 45, who has a good record as a local entrepreneur. They agree that Sam will get 30% of the company for contributing his experience, contacts, and track record plus the fact that he will take a $50K/year salary instead of a "market" salary of $100K for the first two years. Furthermore, they agree that Sam will commit his full-time attention to the firm for 5 years and that should he leave, for whatever reason before the full term, he would forfeit 4% of the equity for each year under the 5 year term. The Professor takes 60% for contributing the intellectual property and for providing on-going technical advice and support. The Professor "gives" the University a token 10% because according to University policy, the University is entitled to "some share" of his intellectual property because of its contribution of facilities even though, under its policy, the intellectual property rights rest with the creator. Although these numbers are somewhat arbitrary, they are seen by the parties as being fair based on the relative contributions of the parties. As a taxpayer, one might suggest that the University got the short end of the deal, but that's a moot point.

2. Three freshly graduated software engineers decide to form a new software company which will develop and sell a suite of software development tools, bearing in mind the paucity of software talent plaguing the industry. They all start off with similar assets, i.e. knowledge of software, and comparable contributions of "sweat equity". Heidi takes on the role of CEO of the new venture and they divide the pie as to 40% for Heidi (because of her greater responsibilities) and 30% each for the other two. They are happy campers for now. Some time later, they decide to recruit a seasoned CEO with relevant experience and bring in a Venture Capital investor to fund the promotion of their then-developed and shipable suite of software products. They will then have to wrestle with the issue of what their company is now worth and how much ownership they will have to trade for these new resources. This will be determined by the venture capital suitor(s) in light of current market investment conditions and the attractiveness of this particular deal.

3. Four entrepreneurs who have recently enjoyed financial windfalls from their businesses, decide to get into the venture capital business. They decide to form a company with $10 million in investment capital. Harry provides $3 million, Bill provides $2 million, and the other two each provide $2.5 million. How much of the new company will each of them own? (This isn't a trick question.) For assets as basic as cash, it is easy to determine "fair" percentages.

In the case of the second example above, we have a situation in which a company is established and has some value by virtue of its products and potential sales in the market. The company's Board decides to bring in an experienced CEO (this also makes the venture capitalist happy) to develop the business to its next stage of growth. Although it may be possible to hire such a person and pay him/her an attractive salary, it probably makes more sense to bring in such a person as more of a partner than a hired hand. In this case a lower-than-market salary could be negotiated along with an equity stake. One way of doing this is to apply the difference between market rate and the actual salary over a period of time, say 5 years, to an equity position based on a company valuation acceptable to the founders. If a venture capital investment has been made or is being negotiated, this may set the stage for such a valuation. For example, Louise was earning $125,000 per year working as the CEO of an American company's Canadian operations. She agrees to work for $75,000 per year for 5 years. She is essentially contributing $250,000 up front (in the form of equity that does not have to be raised to hire her). If the company has been valued at $2 million, she ought to receive something in excess of 10% of the company. However, her shares would "vest" over 5 years meaning that each year she would receive one-fifth of the shares from "escrow". She would forfeit any shares not so released should she break her commitment or should her employment be terminated for cause. In this example, Louse's salary is really $125,000 per year but she is investing a portion of this in the company's equity (on a tax-advantaged basis, I might add!).

For more mature companies and especially for publicly-listed companies, it is possible to provide managers with incentive stock options as an additional incentive in the form of a reward if the company performs well and if the stock price reflects this performance. However, this is not the same as ownership and should be viewed as part of a salary package.

Important Point: Don't confuse equity (i.e. investment and ownership) with income (i.e. salary)!

Shares vs Percentage Points

Sometimes people will get hung up on percentage points. For example, if a new company is created which consists of many people, it may not be possible to divide that fixed 100% into 20 or 30 meaningful chunks of 10%. It just won't work. Some people may receive only 3% and may feel slighted by what appears to be an insignificant amount (although I sure would like to have had 1% of Microsoft when it got started). It's too bad that only 100 percentage points are available. However, there is no limit on the number of shares which can be issued. So, let's issue 10 million shares and give our 3% person 300,000 shares. We all know that someday these shares might be worth $5, $10, or $50! Work it out! It suddenly becomes more palatable.

So, how many shares should be issued? Small public companies usually have between 5 and 15 million shares outstanding. Larger public companies may have 100 million or more shares issued. Private companies, large or small, have fewer shares issued - anywhere from 1 to perhaps a few million. The number is not really important for private companies because these shares do not trade in a public market. When companies go public, i.e. list their shares for trading, there are often stock splits such that 5 or 10 new shares are traded for each existing share in order to give a company a "normal" number of shares and a "normal" price range.

The number of shares which you will issue when you first start out should be determined by how many partners you wish to have. If only a handful, then you could simply issue 100 shares with the percentage points being equivalent to the number of shares. It might make you and your partners feel better to increase this number by a few orders of magnitude. That's OK, too. If you have many partners, it helps to have many shares - even if only for psychological reasons.

Novice entrepreneurs may think, "Gee, it would be nice to own 5 million shares in a company." True, but it may cause complications if you have too high a number. For example, if you start with 10 million shares and then deal others in so that you end up with 15 million shares and then you decide to go public, resulting in over 20 million shares, this may be too large a number and you may have to do a roll-back or consolidation (see next paragraph).

Stock Splits and Stock Rollbacks

You have probably heard of a "stock split". This happens often with publicly traded companies when their share prices become "too high". Microsoft, for example, has split many times. That's why Bill has 270 million shares. Microsoft does this when the share price appears too expensive for the average investor. After all, who wants to pay $500 for one share? If you split 2 for 1, then the price per share would be $250, but if you split 5 for 1, the price per share would now be $100. When companies split their shares, they do so simply by exchanging new shares for old shares with all the shareholders.

Stock rollbacks or share consolidations as they are sometimes called are the reverse of stock splits - but with one notable difference. When a rollback is done, 1 new share is issued for 2 or 3 (or whatever the Board decides) old shares. However, the new shares are issued under a new corporate name meaning that the company must change its legal name. Often the change is minor, such as from Acme Corp to Acme Inc or from Acme Corp to Acme 2000 Corp. This is done so that the new shares are not as likely to be confused with old shares. This is not the case for splits, assuming that shareholders will want to trade in their old shares for new shares whereas in the case of consolidations shareholders will not be eager to trade their old for their new.

Why a rollback? If a share price is too low, the company may appear like a "penny stock" or nickle-and-dime outfit. So, if a stock is trading at $.10 per share a 1 for 10 rollback, will give the stock a more respectable dollar appearance. Also, if a smaller, more junior company has 500 million shares outstanding (which can happen), it may be better, for market reasons, to have a tigher "float" (i.e. number of issued shares trading on the market).

In terms of what is appropriate, here are some ballpark numbers to consider. Private companies, closely held (i.e. few shareholders) would have a small number of shares, regardless of their size. Private sompanies with a larger number of shareholders (say up to 50) could have a few thousand or even a few million shares issued. Small public companies (with annual sales below $10 million) such as those trading on a junior stock exchange, like Vancouver, would have between 5 and 10 million shares issued. Senior companies (with annual sales in excess of $100 million) such as those trading on Toronto, might have more than 50 million shares issued. The really mammoth corporations with sales in the billions of dollars will likely have more than 100 million shares issued. Microsoft has about 600 million shares issued as at March, 1997.

Implications of Ownership

Ownership means sharing risks and sharing rewards. It implies a certain degree of control (i.e. risk management) insofar as the shareholders appoint the management team and it implies a sharing in the value of the company - however measured (i.e. profits, the net worth, market value, etc). These are two distinctly different concepts. The astute entrepreneur might ask herself if she wants to be a wealthy, independent owner or if she wants to be a very busy manager! Most owners, especially founders appoint themselves as the senior managers. And, they have this right. But, I'd rather be rich than busy or poor. The most important aspect of share ownership is that as the value of the company increases, one's share of the value also increases. Bill Gates doesn't really have billions of dollars. What he has is a fraction (one-quarter, roughly) of a business worth many billions of dollars. Your risk is the investment you put in, other forgone opportunities, and possibly reputation (if the deal sours). But the reward may be unlimited. That's why equity is so attractive. It is not uncommon for a founder of a high tech venture to own a million shares (which cost him very little in the form of cash) and see these shares appreciate to a value of several million dollars in a relatively short time frame. There are literally thousands of examples of this - Gates being the most prominent one.

Ownership does not imply any additional obligations nor liabilities. Once an equity stake is purchased, or "vested", it belongs to the owner forever. It also entitles the owner to vote for the company's board of directors, its governing body. Depending on the relative shareholding, a shareholder may have very little control as in the case of a large public company or very substantial control as in the case of a small company in which he has more than 50% of the votes or in which he may have less than 50% of the votes, but still have great influence by virtue of a shareholders' agreement.

A very successful founder once said, "I'm not really very smart, but I sure do have a lot of smart people working for me!". This person understood the difference between ownership and management.

What's a Company Worth? (and When?)

How is value added to a business over a period of time? All companies start off being worth only the incorporation expense. As soon as people, money and assets are added or developed, a company will appreciate in value. If the management team comes up with a breakthrough technology, that may be worth millions of dollars! The development of products and customers adds value. The management team itself is worth something by virtue of its aggregate experience, skill, contacts, etc. Value is best measured in terms of potential, not in terms of historical earnings or financial track record - but in terms of future performance possibilities. Value increases both through internal actions and growth as well as through external contributions (e.g. cash and people) which facilitate such growth.

For founders and early investors, the upside potential is the greatest. In its early stages of development a company may be worth very little, especially to outsiders. All of the value may be dormant within the team - awaiting development. Those who contribute at this early stage deserve to enjoy enormous gains because they are the ones who are bold enough to take the initial risks. An "angel" investor who provides a University faculty member with a small amount of start-up funding, say $50,000 to prepare an invention for exploitation, may easily deserve 10 or 20% of that business. After a concept is more fully developed, this initial position may be viewed as a "steal", but then again, most such "steals" end up being worthless deals!

It is both unhealthy and unrealistic for an entrepreneur to begrudge the stake held by his or her early backers. Sometimes there is a tendency towards seller's remorse. For example, an entrepreneur who sells 20% of his firm for $50,000 may feel cheated one year hence when a serious investor is willing to pay $500,000 for 20%. This is flawed thinking. Without that intial $50,000, this company may never have survived its first year. In this illustration, the founder initially had 100%, then 80%, then ended up with 64%. The angel had 20%, then ended up with 16%. The rich investor ended up with 20% - at least until the next round at which time they will all again suffer a dilution. Ideally, as time marches on, the value of the company increases dramatically such that subsequent dilutions become less and less painful to existing stakeholders. Sometimes, when milestones are not achieved, the early investors and founders must swallow a bitter pill by enticing new investors with large equity positions with major dilutive consequences. But, that's business!

The value of a business is best ascertained by what an investor is willing to pay for it (i.e. its shares) or what a potential strategic acquisitor (i.e. an investor (or competitor) who wants to buy it for strategic business reasons) is willing to pay for it.

It is prudent management philosophy to always be thinking in terms of making a business attractive to such suitors by building a solid foundation and by nurturing and growing it. The business should always be in a condition to sell it.

Other Alternatives

Let's be creative. You don't always have to give up shares in your company if you can't pay cash. Also, it gets messy (from a corporate governance perspective) having too many, especially small, investors. You might be able to negotiate a deferred payment arrangement, possibly with interest. If you need to acquire a tangible asset, you can likely obtain bank or third-party financing. For soft assets like intellectual property, you could consider entering into a royalty arrangement, i.e. for every unit sold embodying said intellectual property, you pay a 5% royalty on sales to the provider of the asset. And remember, equity is expensive. Giving someone a 5% stake, means that that party owns 5% of your firm's net worth and profits forever! So, tread cautiously.

Summary

Dividing the pie is not easy. In the end, or to put it more correctly - in the beginning, it is important that all equity partners accept the deal. Each shareholder would like to own a bigger percentage - that only makes sense. But, unfortunately, all the "percents" have to add up to 100. That's why it's nice to be able to issue 10 million shares. It sounds a lot better to own 100,000 shares in the next hot software deal, than to only own a mere one percent!

At the time you sell some or all of your shares in the company, remember that it is dollars which you put into your bank account, not percentage points.



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Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Private Equity in India

The top 20 private equity investors in the country have invested $5.4 billion over 551 deals in the past 15 years. Leading the pack are Warburg Pincus (80 deals worth $1.1 billion), ICICI Venture Funds (158 deals worth $542 million) and Carlyle (21 deals worth $510.8 million).

In terms of number of deals, India’s largest PE fund ICICI Venture has struck the highest number of deals, followed by Warburg Pincus, IL&FS Investment Managers and Intel Capital, according to data compiled by research outfit Thomson Financial.

This data do not, however, include the recent investments made by buyout fund Blackstone in Intelenet ($109 million), Eenadu group ($275 million), Nagarjuna Construction ($150 million) and Gokaldas Exports ($165 million). If these figures are added, it will put Blackstone among the top three PE investors in the country and take the cumulative investments by the top 20 PE majors to beyond $6 billion.

“The bulk of the PE deals in India have been struck in the last two to three years. Though number of deals struck by Indian funds has been higher, foreign funds have also become prolific and are cutting more deals now,” said Carlyle India MD Rajeev Gupta.

Among the foreign funds, Warburg Pincus was the first to start making investments in India and has struck the maximum deals. The fund bought stake in UTV Software Communications for $2.4 million in October 1996.

While Intel Capital and Actis made their first investments in India in 1998, Morgan Stanley’s first investment was in the year 1999. PE funds JP Morgan and Carlyle began investing in India during the tech-boom in 2000.

IDFC private equity, Actis, IL&FS Investment Managers, Citigroup Venture Capital, Singtel Ventures, Morgan Stanley Private Equity and ChrysCapital Management are the other funds in the top 10 by value of investments in India.

Though the period taken in the data has been the past 15 years, experts agree the bulk of PE investments in India were in two tranches — one during the internet boom when most investments were in tech-related companies and the other in the last two years due to the current economic boom.

Interestingly, the oldest recorded PE deal has been struck by ICICI Venture in October 1991. The fund bought stake in Hyderabad-based contract research and testing organisation Vimta Labs for $14,000.

“Though PE investments from foreign funds have been flowing into India for a decade with Warburg Pincus being the first to start investing, the current economic boom has witnessed unprecedented flows. There is still a lot of money chasing deals in India and all sectors look attractive,” said Mahesh Chhabria, director, growth capital, 3i India.

In the last two years, there has been a huge flow of private equity funding into India. Thomson Financial data say in 2006, Indian companies received PE funding worth $1.6 billion and during January-July 2007, $2.49 billion worth of PE investments have been made.

Experts say with many buyout funds and global PE majors looking to get more exposure in India, the average deal size for the industry as a whole has risen. “The deal size has risen in the last one to two years and will continue to rise and number of deals struck will also reduce,” said India head of a global PE fund.

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